Resilient Lifts and Fits

Tired. Hard to stay still. I’m always restless. There’s something about staying still that requires patience. I have never been one to just sit around. I rather be doing something, anything, everything. The whole 9 yards. It’s getting better but I just have to wait. Squat clean is at 95lbs. Chuffed with getting a free standing handstand for a few seconds. My strength will take time and I’m definitely in my denial phases. I’m not ready to accept that. I will in time. I feel bad today, don’t know why but body hurts. I am hurting too.